So I woke up this morning consumed with jealousy and with no reason for it. I’m still in shock really. Nothing has happened, nothing has been said, I just seem to have this feeling for no apparent reason but my stomach is churning and I’m boiling over with bitterness. So strange. Maybe I had a dream I can’t remember? I have vague recollections and fleeting images of being part of a different life, still me, just not living in the life I currently live in. I keep getting flashbacks of a different house, one I’ve never been in. And people I’m not with. And then this feeling of aloneness and pure, raw, jealousy and anger. Where the hell has this come from?